rain on a quiet april morningTumblr (3.0; @thegreyplace)http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/<p>i just feel tired</p> <p>tired of constantly fighting with myself</p> <p>tired of second-guessing everything i say</p> <p>tired of constantly fucking up</p> <p>tired of this block i place between myself and others</p> <p>tired of running</p> <p>tired of not running</p> <p>tired of fear</p> <p>tired of living</p> <p>tired from wanting to die, and tired of being held back.</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/35393562285http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/35393562285Fri, 09 Nov 2012 23:02:49 -0800<p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://markers-and-crayons.tumblr.com/post/27109793038/the-first-time-was-a-game-watch-the-days-slip-by" target="_blank">markers-and-crayons</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>the first time was a game</p> <p>watch the days slip by with a passive enjoyment</p> <p>secure in your monthly ritual</p> <p>we were children</p> <p>the second time it was desperate longing</p> <p>fire licking each nerve ending as the seconds ticked by</p> <p>desperate to drink my fill of you</p> <p>before summer died</p> <p>this third time is still water</p> <p>never-ending grey fills up the horizon</p> <p>it is impossible to see the colors in the sunrise</p> <p>with only half a soul</p> </blockquote>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/27109816397http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/27109816397Thu, 12 Jul 2012 23:27:49 -0700<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m55utzZd6h1qjdfn1o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/24568803892http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/24568803892Wed, 06 Jun 2012 16:13:01 -0700<p>i can&#8217;t sleep, but i can&#8217;t stand being awake</p> <p>everywhere i look i see him but he&#8217;s nowhere near</p> <p>i&#8217;m flying to pieces in a million different places from the pain</p> <p>i can&#8217;t breathe but somehow my chest rises and falls</p> <p>is this what dying feels like? or is this the essence of living&#8212;</p> <p>raw, unbridled pain?</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/24523573142http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/24523573142Tue, 05 Jun 2012 22:08:00 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lt9evpQLjH1qejch3o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/21595014727http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/21595014727Sun, 22 Apr 2012 13:11:39 -0700<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpc0va71lY1qckh60o1_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lpc0va71lY1qckh60o2_500.gif"/><br/> <br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://tigereyes2893.tumblr.com/post/15762663457" target="_blank">tigereyes2893</a>:</p> <blockquote> <div class="photoset_row"></div> </blockquote>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15763133375http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15763133375Thu, 12 Jan 2012 21:15:14 -0800<p>grey thought #425</p> <p>i will not see my room again til may</p> <p>i love this room</p> <p>i love having the presence of my sisters next door</p> <p>i love feeling my family</p> <p>i love all the tiny touches that make it mine</p> <p>i hate leaving it like some hotel room, and i hate coming back to the dust of a neat, unused room</p> <p>its like while we are apart, i forget it</p> <p>and it forgets me</p> <p>i hate being forgotten</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15662607207http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15662607207Tue, 10 Jan 2012 23:00:15 -0800<p>failed dreams of ballet</p> <p>unworn prom dress</p> <p>empty side of the bed</p> <p>empty arms where a best friend should be</p> <p>home that&#8217;s not home</p> <p>fighting parents</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655935058http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655935058Tue, 10 Jan 2012 20:02:59 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvt1phIFj31qa0v77o1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655858640http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655858640Tue, 10 Jan 2012 20:01:27 -0800<p>grey feeling #375</p> <p>wanting to be everyone&#8217;s rock when someone is trying to be yours</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655639844http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15655639844Tue, 10 Jan 2012 19:57:07 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxlupxdJ2c1rn4y3go1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>photo by me</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638883091http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638883091Tue, 10 Jan 2012 15:03:00 -0800sunlighttreesrunningrunning awayhipsterretrosepiasunsethillhikingwildphotography<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxlqt2f1L81qh3tf0o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638727606http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638727606Tue, 10 Jan 2012 15:00:52 -0800<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxg3jiwtoa1qg4j6yo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://3dheart.tumblr.com/post/15635672178/rainy-night" target="_blank">3dheart</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>Rainy Night</p> </blockquote>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638716949http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638716949Tue, 10 Jan 2012 15:00:40 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxlscwc2zT1qccnjwo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://thatgirlyouknow.tumblr.com/post/15636081130/after-a-horrible-storm-i-gathered-some-of-the" target="_blank">thatgirlyouknow</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>After a horrible storm I gathered some of the prettiest leaves in the yard</p> </blockquote>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638708937http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638708937Tue, 10 Jan 2012 15:00:31 -0800<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxlqs5YGWI1rn33joo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638701978http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638701978Tue, 10 Jan 2012 15:00:23 -0800<p>a quiet place for quiet thoughts where i can let things go without worrying the people i love</p>http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638378773http://thegreyplace.tumblr.com/post/15638378773Tue, 10 Jan 2012 14:54:30 -0800